Wednesday, May 12, 2004

 
ugh....who will i write about next.

Tuesday, April 29, 2003

 
Sarah

my sweet little Sarah, probably the greatest part of my time at PTI. She had kickass dirty blonde hair that hung down past her shoulders......she stood maybe up to about my chin. sweet as can be with a little bit of a bitch attitude that only showed itself in times of need. she had a great little boy named brian to some dumbass, deadbeat named Mike. he didnt deserve her or brian. i spent a couple days over at sarahs with her, brian and her mom. her mom was really cool. sarah and i wouldhang out at school and then one day mike came back into the picture....and thats when i met Jamie. but one of my fondest memories is the trip to washington DC......i was up at joe's alnight the night before.......we went to meet the bus and i met up with sarah, we sat on the bus together and then hung out in DC together...it was so much fun. then on the way home on the bus. sarah and i cuddled up and fell asleep on each other.

i talked to her a few months ago....just out of the blue i called her...she was happy to hear from me. she is still with mike, brian is as tall as her and she has another kid. she recently got laid off and mike is collecting workman's comp, cause he was hit by a car.

god i feel bad for her, she deserve so much better.

im sorry sarah.

 
little sara

my little Christina Ricci look alike. this is one of the people that i was just friends with......er....when im sober. i met her up at Slippery Rock. I miss Slippery Rock. little sara and i were like inseperable at times....then there was the party at .......um....i dont know where it was...i just know there was alcohol fruit. and i took a piece out of Chris' mouth...the girls loved it....renee and sara and some other girl. then later sara and i were sitting in a corner talking, next thing i know we are kissing hardcore. she stopped and was like,"whoa! what are we doing? your Andy! i cant kiss andy"....thats funny cause thats what renee said that night when someone tried to get her to kiss me.
what exactly does that mean? oh well, i ended up staying at saras that night we started kissing again. then we went to bed. i wasnt feeling good and i got up to go to the bathroom. thats all i remember until i woke up in the student room on the couch. in went back to her room and fell asleep. the next morning came home and chris pointed out the hickeys on my neck.......damn you sara.

well, now she is living out of state and i havent talked to her in years.....what i wouldnt give to talk to her again.....i gotta find her.

 
Joelle

it was probably around '93-94. i cant believe i dont remember. i was working at Kaybee toys, when they hired a new assistant manager. she came in and we seemed to have clicked from day one....we joked with eachother alot. she was very beautiful, i she knew i thought it. unfortunately she was about 5 years older than me, with a long term boyfriend. well, something happened and alot of sexual tension built up between us. it was weird we started alot of heavy flirting, she kept schedualing us together all the time. The one time we were talking after work and we were sitting in her car, for like 2 hours. we really got along well, just then it happened we shared an amazing kiss. and thats when it started. everyday we would work together we would share deep stares, or i would be waiting on a customer and she would rub against me as she walked by. or she would grab for a bag and brush her hand against me. or she would croutch behind the counter next to me and would slowly run her hand up my leg and shorts. she wasnt the only one guilty of this. numerous times i would brush against her or rub my hand on her....or we would grab a kiss in the backroom. people suspected that something was up, but know one knew. we grew really fond of eachother. then one night i was supposed to meet with friend outside the store after we closed well, that was the night things went pretty far with us, in the backroom against the door. i was a little shy then and i really didnt take advantage of the whole situation and i think that that was where she realized that i wasn't as grown up as she thought, what a shame. i think about her often. i wish i would have done more than just buy her flowers once. before she left the store she gave me this amazing card, telling me how she felt about me and how shed miss me.

then about 2 years as i walked through the mall she walked past me and didnt say a thing, with her boyfriend, i turned as they walked past, she rubbed him on the back in a comforting way. he knew.

that was one of the greatest experiences in my life. i wish i could remember her last name, or just see her again. i miss her.

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